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Pistanthrophobia [feat. Alex] [Original Mix]

by M4v3r1cX

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Not sure what to say. This is the first time a project makes me feel physically tired. I usually don't work 2 months on the same project. Working with Alex to record his singing, getting the toys for the video and a green screen- it's exhausting man.
But at the same time I think this is the best song I've ever written. Also it's the first time I write lyrics since I was a kid. So, enjoy!

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I don’t care if you dont love me
I just dont wanna be alone
I’ve been broken for a while now
And I hunger for your touch

I know you wanna use me
I guess I’ll use you too
Tell me we’d be great lovers
But I know you dont want to
A joke to make you laugh
Some drinks at your house
You body says I love you
But your words say

I am scared
Of myself
Can this night
Never end?
I cant live
Without you
You wont know
I cry for you

I know it’s bad
I can’t go back
Being with you would never last

Don’t set me free
I’m on my knees
I want to feel
Please never leave

I would rather leave my pride
On my own I won’t survive
This toxic cycle of broken
Promises And lies

I’m scared
Of myself
Will I be
okay again?
Should I face
all the truth
Or just run and hide in you
Leave the world behind and lose my mind and

I know I gotta end this
Baby God knows I have tried
But I still don't have the answers I need
To move with my life

What if there is no tomorrow
What if this is all I have
I'll just have to find out So this is goodbye

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released July 24, 2023
Composed, written and produced by M4v3r1cX. Singing by Alex.

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M4v3r1cX

Weird composition and bad sound design is what defines M4v3r1cX, an indie producer from a forgotten country at the edge of the world. Electrorock, Synthpunk, EDM, Drum and bass, Rock and Metal. Proudly pansexual so get your pans away from me 🏳️‍🌈

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